New place; New people

Feeling like blogging after long time.
Life has taken totally different turn and had given me really different experiences.
I have never ever thought that I will develop patience and tolerance in my character.
But I am really happy for that.
I have lost my two fathers ( Dad and Father-in-Law ) within 3 years; I had to move homes, places and even countries in the last 1 year.
I realized that we take many things for granted and we never realize the importance of them.
When I had most of the things in life, I didn't realize the importance of them.
But after I shifted to Australia, I really really realized the importance and values that life wants to teach us.
I realized the importance of one dollar, importance of having a rental house, importance of your privacy, importance of earning your own money, importance of having time with children and importance of being aggressive and sometimes importance of keeping quiet in a conversation.
I met many people who had inconsistent thoughts and activities, who tried to impose their views of life on me, who wanted to help me genuinely and many many characters.
In all these, I was able to survive only because of the support and love that was provided by my husband and daughter ( Without her knowledge ).
I think that God wanted to test our rapport, thats why all these happened.
Wanted to write many things. Starting with this.
Many more to go.
Have a Happy Week end ( Yes. I work till Thursday only ).

Be Happy To Be A Woman!!

Two weeks back, I was into management training.

'Women In Management' was the training name.

It was really interesting.

They used the 'Strengths Finder' method and encouraged each and everyone of us to find our own strengths and develop them to shine in life.

I have never had a thought to manage people, I hate it at work.

But still the ideas given in the training was really good.

At last, the trainer made us to write our own poem about the things we learnt in training.

Oh.. We were capable of writing a kind of poem..

Here's ours..

Becoming a leader is not impossible

Try and make yourself that capable

5 AM people, we were the one

Got to know, we are not alone

Don't leave before you leave

For you don't have any clue

Be brave and have fun 

After all it is all your life, Be a winner in the long run !!!

Isn't it interesting? Please say so.. :-)

I got a chance to meet women in higher management in our firm and they shared the work-life related issues. Now I realize that most of the women are struggling to bring their children up, and I am not alone in this. This gives me more interest to come back for work daily.

Just a chitchat

Have a Happy Weekend ( One more day is there.. But still )

With Love,

Vaanadhi

Woman and Financial Independence

I hate the middle class scenario in India, wherein a husband insists or restricts the willingness of a woman to work or not to work.

Also I wonder if a woman tells that I do not want to work and to stay at home.

I agree that Home-making is very very difficult task and home-makers should be given respect more than a working person.

But somewhere in a corner of my mind, I still feel that there should be financial independence for every woman.

Especially if we are a nuclear family in Indian scenario, and don't have any assets ,we definitely need some financial independence.

In my case, I had planned to resign my job after giving birth to my daughter ( after maternity leave )

I was taking care of my daughter for 3 months doing so.

I really enjoyed with the time that I spent with kid.

But at one saturated point ( I did not expect that it will happen in 3 months ), I wanted to get back to work as it started boring.

One main thing is that I wanted a refreshment for my mind.

Apart from family I wanted my set of people to discuss things with.

I can't sit and watch TV for more than 15 minutes ( Really! )

I love reading books, but my daughter loves all my books  (I really wonder what that 'Going-to-be-2-year old' understands from my books), hence she won't allow me to read.

Of course, my husband is a big supporter to me, but his work timing is very difficult to cope up with us.

It started boring for me; Then I joined back.

So here are the reasons that I found out why a middle class mother (!) should work:

1. We will get our set of people to communicate with,apart from discussing about serials, dresses,husband's office and child's school with other apartment ladies.

2. We can support our husband financially, there could be really difficult situations for him to handle alone.

3. We will become much more active; All working women will know about this.

4. Our knowledge gets improved a lot.

5. We don't need to be blank-minded when some unexpected things happen. We can make our own decisions. We will gain self-esteem.

We may take break for children, but once they grow up, we should get back for our own space.

Not a high-paid job, at least we can work in our free time ( say 10 to 3 )

These are all my observations. But each one will have different situations and opinions.

Some days , whenever I had a hard time at work, even I have felt why not should I stay at home and enjoy with family.. But I don't dare to take that decision, because I have experienced how it would be.

Anyhow, Happy Working :-)

Love,

Vaanadhi

Before Motherhood and After Motherhood

Any woman's life can be divided into two parts: Before Motherhood and After Motherhood.
For some ladies, it is Before Marriage and After Marriage ( In my case this is not applicable; Me and My activities were same before and after marriage)
Before Motherhood, if anyone told me that there is no time to do exercise, no time to go out with friends, no time to read books etc, I used to wonder.
But now things are different.
The above things are happening in my life too.
My kid is 8 months old.
My life became a race.
My schedule is this:
Each morning cook, clean the house, Feed the baby and run for work.
If it is 12.30, rush to home, take care of baby and again by 2.30 rush for work.
By 5.30, reach home, take my daughter out for a walk, return by 6.30.
Again cooking, doing laundry, making baby to sleep. Some times my office work extends till 11.30 PM

In this routine, so many times I longed to read a book, to do yoga, to talk with my close ones; but the problem is "No Time".
Even for my husband, the same routine.
I have worked on my time management so many days, but still there is no solution that I found.
Still I am working to find out some "MeMe" time to enjoy my personal life.
 
This morning gave me great feeling
I talked with one of my closest, after long time.
While walking from parking slot to work-tower, I called her.

Sharing is very important. Do find time for that.

Have Happy Day!!!

Love,
Vaanadhi

Unshared Love ( Post 5: 7 Days Challenge )

The most worst regret in anyone's life will be the one, which we feel after a person's death.
Because we cannot go back and solve it at any cost ( may be if we die too ).
I have felt so many times that, I should have been more close to this person, I should have done this thing to her, I could have taken him to this place, like this.
There are so many "Never-done-but-wanted-to-do" things in my life.
One day I thought about this.
What is the point of regretting after a person's death.
I stopped regretting ( Sometimes I used to share with Dinesh if I feel too down )
But what can be done after stopping?
Only one thing came to my mind.
"At least from now, I should not miss anything which may give chance for future contrite"
I started doing that. I started sharing my love.

Better to express your feelings,at least good feelings, then and there.

Plan an unexpected trip.
Surprise your loved ones with which they might not expect, and will make them happy.
Always share your love.
Help your partner.
Listen to your kids.
Watch that good movie which you are longing.
Join a hobby class which you would enjoy the most.
Take your parents to some small trip where they will enjoy.
Call your busy friend to ask his\her whereabouts.

There are nothing static in this world.
Envy, Angry and things like these will not take us anywhere but leaving the feeling of regret.
We do not know what will happen tomorrow.
Enjoy today!!!

Have a Happy Life...

Love,
Vaanadhi

Beyond Language!!!

I have  three little angels to keep me busy in the evenings.
It is because of them , I understood my interest with kids.
They are my cute neighbors.
They taught me so many things without their knowledge.
I have never left a chance to play with them; No matter how tired I was at work.
I help them in homework and school projects.
Interesting thing is  we do not know  each other's language.
One can talk and  understand English.
One can understand English; But can talk only Kannada ( I can understand Kannada. And can talk only 60% )
The other one knows only Bengali.( by communicating with her only I came to know how Bengali will be, I manage to understand Hindi but can't talk. Recently I learnt to read and write Hindi alphabets; that calls for another post )
Their age is 11, 5.and 3 respectively.
Dinesh asks me how do you manage to play with them.
I just smile at him in response
Bengali kid is of age 3 and she waits for my arrival from office everyday.
I forget all my worries when she is around.
No one can tell that aunt ( me ) is mine.
She will get extreme angry; And secretly I like that.
I love to spend time with them.
I personally liked to have own kids because of them.
Some times when they are around, i used to think, how can some people hate girl kids who are like angels.
No matter what, Kids are always kids.
They teach us so many things in life.
I always love and cherish this relationship beyond language.
This is one of the reasons ( Different language people and Different culture ) that I love to be in Bangalore.
The elder one insisted me not to put her photo anywhere, I respect her words. So no photos.

In corner of my mind I am getting a sentence which I read somewhere when young.
"Try to spend time with people below age 6 and above age 60, It will teach the life values"
( I read this in Tamil, translated my best )

Have Happy Days!!!
Take Care..

With Love,
Vaanadhi

who has to decide about having children?

I am reading the book "The One You Cannot Have"

Actually why I wanted to write this post in between you know?

For about 2-3 weeks I am having the same feeling that Shruthi ( A character in the novel ) has in having own children.

I have got this question from all the end "Any Good News?" which I hate to hear.. And this is what I am replying to everyone "If at all something is there, I will definitely inform you"

I really don't understand why people will interfere in others' personal things which is really personal.

They are telling Indian culture is conservative.. Is it?

This is something like asking, "Have you had sex yet or not?" and this is what I interpret to, whenever somebody asks about that Good news.

Don't they feel shame in asking this? What is the solution they are going to provide if I do or don't get conceived..

I am really feeling irritated if someone asks about this, be it my mom or my in-laws...

Is that the only duty a girl has after marriage? She is not having anything else to achieve in her life?

After all, If she wants baby, that is she, who has to decide on that... How can we go for having a baby for someone else?

I hate all the people who asks me about this good news..

Till Marriage they will ask, When is the marriage.. Then immediately they will ask "When is the kid?"

Is that all life about?

I do like kids.. But I have to plan when i have to get it na?

Please don't ask anyone like this... It may hurt them..

With Experiences,
Vaanadhi

Kinder Garten Teachers are Really Great..

Yesterday I had NTT class..Where in we had to teach a rhyme and story to kids..
We had to bring the teaching aids also..
One thing that I understood is, it is really very difficult to make the kids to listen some thing that you are telling..
It is easy to teach the grown up pupil and not for the kindergarten..

I really wondered that some people put so much efforts on that.. They danced, they were running here and there with rhymes..
They were making sounds like Lion, Tiger, Goat etc to narrate stories..
They might have struggled a lot to bring the interesting aids to teach..
We can't take this as a simple occupation like anything else..This takes real efforts.. Real interest... Some times pain too..
But all the teachers enjoy doing it...
Kudos to all kindergarten teachers... ( I will be one among them in future.. :-) )
Happy Week ahead!!!

Enjoy every moment of life...

With Love,
Vaanadhi

Touch Thursday No : 3

If you are a woman, write 3 things (or more)  that you really want from men.

 1. I want you ( Men ) to see women as a soul who is having feelings, and not a flesh who gives attraction to you in any other way.


2. I want you to take responsibilities in your home as much any of your woman does. Be it cooking, cleaning, checking Grocery Items monthly or any other house hold works. It is not a responsibility of a woman to serve all these to men; But you are taking it as granted because of a relationship and this is the truth.
3. I want you not to show any physical power on woman at any time because she is weak in her physique by nature, comparing to men.
4. I want you not to give any shock if you are seeing a woman who drinks or smokes, for the only reason because she is a woman. Generally these things are not good for health for everyone, there is no difference if a woman does or a man.

5. I want you to listen to me when I talk about some serious things, which I think, is really important to me, rather having a look at your Mobile or Laptop.

P.S.:This entry is for the Touch Thursday contest conducted by Preeti Shenoy.

 

 

Regards,
Vaanadhi

Buying unnecessary stuffs

I wanted to write about this for long time..

I have seen many of my friends purchasing so many house hold items without even thinking whether it is really required..

Some of them are, A complete set of business sofas, A complete big set of dining table, Good designer wooden cots, Wall hanging televisions which will be really big in size etc.

That too for a rental house where in we may need to vacate and change the house at any time for any situation..

Will they be really useful?

But if I ask this question, I always get any one of the below answers..

    - Yes.. These are all really useful ( I really wondered!!!)
    - If Some relatives or friends come, they will use this
    - What others will think if we purchase small item in this.
    - Small Items will not have good quality.
    - I liked that design.
    - I will not feel comfortable without these things.
    - Home will be perfect if we have all these.
    - There was a nice offer for this item.

Whatever... But I always wondered if I get any of these answers..

Because I never liked any particular thing, simply for design. As per me, If it serves the purpose that's enough.. ( People tease me that I dont have aesthetic sense, But I am like that only)

I never liked to spend money on big things... ( I am not that money saving person, I don't want to put it in things...)




The only thing that I can't control my expenditure is craft materials.. But I will definitely use them..

I never felt that someone will be comfortable in our house only if this thing is there...

If they are not able to adjust in my home, I don't have any problem ( Until unless they need a thing which is really going to affect their physical or mental health in a very bad way)

I never liked to spend more money on rent also ( But there is no other way in some cases )

I asked so many people, "Give me one value added advantage of double door-ed Refrigerator over single one"

On top of all these, I am very very lazy to keep on cleaning everything..

For me, house has to be clean always, If I have all these things, I can't take them out and clean regularly..

So, I wondered how people will clean the house if so many things are there..

I prefer to cut vegetables in hand using knife than putting in cutter, I am very lazy to clean that cutter.. And the same for everything..

Some times wondered about one more thing. At that time of marriage, Girl's parents have to give all the house hold items ( In India ) even if it is not going to be used in her life time, and that calls for another post :-)

I will regret about my purchase always if it is not used at least once in a month..

Again, It depends on each individual's personality..

Just wanted to share... Thats all...

Then, Whats up? 3 more days to reach week-end.. ( Ya.. I am that working woman who longs for week-end always )

I already pre-ordered Preeti Shenoy's next book which is getting released in November.. Waiting for it..

I did this because of the impression I got in her last book "The Secret Wishlist"

Okay.. Thats about all....

Take Care..

Have a nice Week followed by great week-end..

With Love,

Vaanadhi

What Makes them to behave like this?

What makes mothers-in-law ( Not All ) to treat ( or at least feel in mind ) their daughters-in-Law as a servant for their family.

I was thinking that India has improved a lot, and now a days we are having freedom to live life as we want.

But the bitter truth is, we don't have.

Some of my friends' experience made me to write this post.

She is a working woman and best performer too. She is having a girl child. They have bought a house and registration was done on both of their names ( husband and wife ), because loan was a joint loan. Mother-In-Law got angry, she fought with them and left to native.
Her husband is not a sensitive person at all, he always talks to his mother and updates everything what is happening in their house. He takes decision according to his mother's wishes. He is not giving single rupee for home expenses except that home loan. More over, He is expecting her to do all the house-hold work, taking care of kid and everything. He never pay a single rupee for kid's school expense. He never shares single house hold work. He is working in a nice position too. Husband and his mother hate the baby because she is girl. And she is not having plans to have a second baby.Now she is not able to take decision to go out and live alone, she is scared of the society. She is financially very much independent.But afraid to take that decision because of baby.

I can't imagine this kind of situation.

What difference it makes in elder people's life if the baby is girl or boy?

What is the funda behind living together in the concept of marriage, if both are not happy?

One of my another friend got married recently.

Her Mother-In-Law was so happy from the date of engagement. She was calling her daily and keep on telling that you are like my daughter. In Our family, we will always ask the son and daughter to separate and live to avoid future problems, she told. But after marriage it was totally different. She was completely in a mindset to complain about the girl to his son and always possessive with her son. Son also doesn't understand about his wife's problems. He always tries to convince his wife, instead of advising his mother.

If they don't want to understand a girl and they want to be possessive with themselves, why in the world they want to do a marriage?

One more friend's mother-in-law and husband are telling to change her character according to their family. And always complaining about her activities ( She has not done any mistake )

Even girls have grown up with some different environment and they have come to live in a different environment.
How in a month or year they can change their own nature?

Why one need to change their own character for anything?
God has to answer all these..

Regards,
Vaanadhi

Became Memories...

Today I was talking to one of my college friends..
She asked whats special today.. Then I remembered that today is Chadurthi ( Kind of a prayer)
Then I remembered about our college days..
Ours was a rural area college..
When we studied there were about 1500 members stayed in hostel..
There was a small temple ( No... I am not that big devotee..) inside that hostel itself..
For every Chadurthi, they used to give sweet pongal as prasad ( Prasadham in 'Tamil')
People used to go for Pooja, they used to sit and do all the rituals for about 2 hours..
We used to go exactly when they start distributing that Pongal and be the first person in that Pongal queue..
We were remembering all those things...
But I really did not think that these all will go as memory this much soon...
For me it seems "Like It Happened Yesterday" ( This is the book title what I am reading now :-))
Good Memories...
Can't forget our senior batch ( JBG.. Miss u dears...) and Junior batch..
Can't forget the hostel day functions..
Till now I remember the hostel food schedule for every day .. I mean, breakfast for Monday is idly, for Tuesday is Pongal and Vada,etc...
That place gave me great pleasure..

If I am able to go back to past and live for 1 day, i will definitely choose this place...

Enjoy..

With Love,
Vaanadhi

What Is Real Friendship?

Now a days I am really confused about friends and friendship.
Some people are really very very selfish that I have never imagined.
Some people are really cunning.
Some people are really trying to demotivate me in everything.
Some times I feel like slapping these kind of people.
But Some friends are really nice to me. But I am getting afraid some times, whether they will also change.
I read an article in Preeti's blog.
Sharing the link.


http://justamotheroftwo.blogspot.in/2013/07/5-major-deal-breakers-in-friendships.html

Nice Article.
Have a Happy Week end!!!

Regards,
Vaanadhi.

Feelings...

I Hate People,

  Who want me to understand them, but they don't understand me..
  Who calls me only when a help is needed..
  Who acts so busy when I call and teases me when I am really busy..
  Who comments unnecessarily on my own interests ( That's Obvious na... It differs person to person..)
  Who advises me when it is not needed at all...
  Who talks something indirectly ( I will get extreme angry..) and think that I might not understand..
  Who takes all the help from me and ignores when time comes...
  
I Love People,

  Who loves me and makes me to feel that..  
  Who cares me even though they make calls rarely..
  Who is not intruding in my personal activities..
  Who can give me instant smile without hurting...
  Who makes time to call me..
  Who understands my interests..
  Who remembers me when a happy or sad thing happens...
   

Be Happy.. Its one life... I want to Live for My Own Interests...

Vaanadhi..

Special Place Which Gives Me Instant Smile!!!

Memories of that special place..

 Teeny garden which made our tea time special !!

 Super canteen (!) where we ended up for variant taste !!

 Ever special class room !!

 And our matchless lab!!

Memories of those special days..

 Mid night surprise cake cutting !!

 Hostel day celebrations !!

 Senior-Junior meet ups !!

Memories of special incidents..

 Result days and that small envy which comes in mind!!

 Rebuke from professors as worst batch ever!!

 Study timings and discussions!!

 Favorite gossips about others!!

 Astonishment on every small deed!!

 And that needless wrangles !!

Missing you All dears...

I love you so much friends...



With Love,
Vaanadhi

Does The Type Of School Realy Matter?

Does type of School Really Matter?

When i was talking to one of my friends Keerthi, I got this question in my mind..

As I have already updated in this blog, I and Keerthi will have almost 70%, same types of feeling and views on different things..

We both got bored of regular work, she had called me to have a walk for 10 minutes..

At that time she was telling, what we are going to achieve by doing this regular work ( I was also in the same mood..)

Then I told her, what do you want to do then?

She told that some creative work... But she wants money to live as interested which is not possible at present
by doing something creative activities which she wanted to...

Then she told, If i could have studied in some good school like so many young writers, i could have got more vocabulary so that I can write more.. I know that she is interested in writing...

But What I thought at that moment was, "Does school really matter in this regard?"

She has studied in good environment and good school if i compare to myself ( I dint tell this to her...)

I have studied completely in Tamil Medium till 12th standard and "English language" was the only subject which i studied in English, and i used to memorize it for exam purpose, never understood anything...

In college, subject was Computer Science and there was no option to take Tamil Medium, So I studied in English Medium..

At that time only i started comparing the sentence relationship between Tamil and English, I started to understand and write exams in my own words.. You Know what, Always I used to be so much proud and happy if I make one nice sentence with grammar..

In all the interviews, I used to fail in second or third rounds where more communication skills are involved..

Then I started realizing, talking is much more difficult if you are able to write and read also...

We made a group in our hostel and started preparing for group discussions.. Every day from 7 PM to 7.30 PM, one person has to talk about some topic in English, and others have to ask question... Generally we will take some topic in Hindu newspaper and we used to discuss about it.. It went very well.. ( We did not have anybody to guide us to do all these... It was with our own experience...)

 After exactly two months i went for the second round in a recruitment camp, I got the topic as "Mercy Killing" for group discussion, to my surprise i did not feel any hesitation to talk... I got selected and now
working in the same organization.. Now I know that everything is possible if you try little more hard..

Till now i am learning English vocabulary and Grammar every day... Till now I understand that I will be lacking in basic words when i talk to a person who doesn't know Tamil or south Indian Languages.. At that time I will not give up and I will try to explain that maximum I can... I will feel very proud of me if they are able to understand...

So As per my knowledge, type of school is not having any influence with what we are going to be...

I love to learn a different language always, where my childhood or school is not having any impact on that...

Its a different thought i had because of Keerthi's talk..

Sometimes even I do feel to run away somewhere if I talk to some English talking people with totally different accent.. But I don't like to regret with the past life, because we cannot change it..

I agree that more vocabulary is required to be a writer, but it is possible to do if we try to learn..

Simply to share my views...

Be happy always :-)

Vaanadhi..

Fear Of Death

I have heard from some people,
"I don't have any problem in dying, If death comes next minute also, i am ready"
I have wondered so many times, how could that be possible?
Because it is not at all possible for me.
I know what is a reality and I can understand that everyone has to die one day.
But still i can't say like that, because i can't think in the same way.
Death and Me? O my God! Not able to Imagine...

Sometimes, when i am lonely i used to think about it..
I will think, i should die before my husband, because i can't tolerate his absence in my life..
Another part of my mind will think, No.. Who will take care of him better than me, if i am not there?
Same way for others also...

Person who died, is lucky in fact...
But whoever misses them, is really in trouble...

If i think of death, i will remember all these things...

One of my childhood friends who died when we were in 5th standard because of some disease... Because of her death only, i realized people will not come back after death..

One of my high school friend, who killed herself, for some silly reason...

One of my college friend's cry on her first birthday, after her dad passed away.. We were not able to convince her... At that time only, I realized no one can replace anyone in this world... Every relationship is important, but each is having a different feeling...

One of my colleagues, who killed herself for love failure.. I ll remember her face almost daily once.. I don't know why...

My Grandpa who killed himself, because he had cancer and he did not want to trouble anyone to look after him when he is not able to take care of himself.

My another Grandpa who died, with sudden heart attack, exactly 3 days after my marriage...
He comes almost everyday in my dreams...My mom told that you are thinking about him continuously somewhere in your mind.. Thats why dream comes like this.. I miss him badly...

Even though, there are so many things I have seen and heard about death, these things will not vanish from my mind whenever i think about death...

My college professor told once, if you don't know where you are going ( your destination) you will get afraid. That is why we all will get afraid of death. Somehow i will feel that is also a reason..

Whatever... We should live our life with complete satisfaction... We should be humble and polite as much as possible...

Everywhere happiness is there... Lets enjoy....

Vaanadhi

A Day For Us

On International Women's day i wrote something for the title "A woman who has inspired you"


"Woman who has inspired you", while having a look at this sentence, there is an image coming in front of my eyes without my knowledge, that’s my mom's. I can say "She is a nice and sweet lady", but for everyone mom means nice and sweet always. Beyond our relationship, as a women, she has inspired me more. Even though she is from complete village background and doesn't have educational qualification, she wanted me to study well. She has brought up two kids with giving complete education and good thoughts. I have seen her arguing with neighbors for importance of a girl kid's education versus marriage. Though she is not having educational skills, she is a bold lady to oppose anything which is not correct, and that inspired me a lot. I have always wondered about her thirst for knowledge. She always wanted to give complete freedom. It’s because her first step towards breaking the unwritten rules of village people, today i am here and writing this. She can't read and understand this paragraph. But She made me to understand the world with different views. Hats off Mom!!!

Each girl who has born in this world, serves someone in her life.
 Service is not a small thing which we call just like that. 
Its a service if she is able to tolerate kid's torture, if she is able to adjust husband, if she is ready to share the best thing with brothers etc. 
All of these things might look very tiny to call as a service, but every woman has to lose something inside to do these.
Of Course, Men also do all this.... But today ( Actually its written on March 8th) is not Men's day na.... So I am talking about women... :)

Be Proud to be a Girl...
Be Proud to be a Wife...
More than All Be Proud to be a Mom...
Everywhere we are expected in everybody's life...We are always to be proud for that...


No Sentiments... No revenges... After all we will live 50 more years and that is maximum... then y to waste time in unpleasant things?


Be Happy and Enjoy the life as it is...


Regards,
Vaanadhi

God As A Developer!!!

In My thinking, God is the developer of the software "Life"

He always likes to check how the program is reacting with a change.

He will always do the changes and debug to see the reactions and results.

But I am sure, as a developer, he will develop "Life" in correct way atlast.

If a bug comes, he will think and give a solution. Ofcourse.. It is his duty.

So we don't have to worry about bugs. God is taking some time to solve it.


Great (?!) thought by Vaanadhi..