Some thing What I did..

I did not get time to come here and update my things...
I felt doing it today..
I did so many things for 3 weeks..
I painted..
Here is my painting.. ( I did not draw it, only painted)

Then I made my first quilled design (completely mine)..
Here it is ...

 

Then I read a lot...

Will put in some other time..

Joint in NTT course, feeling so happy about it.. :-)

Enjoy...

With Love,

Vaanadhi

Feelings...

I Hate People,

  Who want me to understand them, but they don't understand me..
  Who calls me only when a help is needed..
  Who acts so busy when I call and teases me when I am really busy..
  Who comments unnecessarily on my own interests ( That's Obvious na... It differs person to person..)
  Who advises me when it is not needed at all...
  Who talks something indirectly ( I will get extreme angry..) and think that I might not understand..
  Who takes all the help from me and ignores when time comes...
  
I Love People,

  Who loves me and makes me to feel that..  
  Who cares me even though they make calls rarely..
  Who is not intruding in my personal activities..
  Who can give me instant smile without hurting...
  Who makes time to call me..
  Who understands my interests..
  Who remembers me when a happy or sad thing happens...
   

Be Happy.. Its one life... I want to Live for My Own Interests...

Vaanadhi..

Special Place Which Gives Me Instant Smile!!!

Memories of that special place..

 Teeny garden which made our tea time special !!

 Super canteen (!) where we ended up for variant taste !!

 Ever special class room !!

 And our matchless lab!!

Memories of those special days..

 Mid night surprise cake cutting !!

 Hostel day celebrations !!

 Senior-Junior meet ups !!

Memories of special incidents..

 Result days and that small envy which comes in mind!!

 Rebuke from professors as worst batch ever!!

 Study timings and discussions!!

 Favorite gossips about others!!

 Astonishment on every small deed!!

 And that needless wrangles !!

Missing you All dears...

I love you so much friends...



With Love,
Vaanadhi

Does The Type Of School Realy Matter?

Does type of School Really Matter?

When i was talking to one of my friends Keerthi, I got this question in my mind..

As I have already updated in this blog, I and Keerthi will have almost 70%, same types of feeling and views on different things..

We both got bored of regular work, she had called me to have a walk for 10 minutes..

At that time she was telling, what we are going to achieve by doing this regular work ( I was also in the same mood..)

Then I told her, what do you want to do then?

She told that some creative work... But she wants money to live as interested which is not possible at present
by doing something creative activities which she wanted to...

Then she told, If i could have studied in some good school like so many young writers, i could have got more vocabulary so that I can write more.. I know that she is interested in writing...

But What I thought at that moment was, "Does school really matter in this regard?"

She has studied in good environment and good school if i compare to myself ( I dint tell this to her...)

I have studied completely in Tamil Medium till 12th standard and "English language" was the only subject which i studied in English, and i used to memorize it for exam purpose, never understood anything...

In college, subject was Computer Science and there was no option to take Tamil Medium, So I studied in English Medium..

At that time only i started comparing the sentence relationship between Tamil and English, I started to understand and write exams in my own words.. You Know what, Always I used to be so much proud and happy if I make one nice sentence with grammar..

In all the interviews, I used to fail in second or third rounds where more communication skills are involved..

Then I started realizing, talking is much more difficult if you are able to write and read also...

We made a group in our hostel and started preparing for group discussions.. Every day from 7 PM to 7.30 PM, one person has to talk about some topic in English, and others have to ask question... Generally we will take some topic in Hindu newspaper and we used to discuss about it.. It went very well.. ( We did not have anybody to guide us to do all these... It was with our own experience...)

 After exactly two months i went for the second round in a recruitment camp, I got the topic as "Mercy Killing" for group discussion, to my surprise i did not feel any hesitation to talk... I got selected and now
working in the same organization.. Now I know that everything is possible if you try little more hard..

Till now i am learning English vocabulary and Grammar every day... Till now I understand that I will be lacking in basic words when i talk to a person who doesn't know Tamil or south Indian Languages.. At that time I will not give up and I will try to explain that maximum I can... I will feel very proud of me if they are able to understand...

So As per my knowledge, type of school is not having any influence with what we are going to be...

I love to learn a different language always, where my childhood or school is not having any impact on that...

Its a different thought i had because of Keerthi's talk..

Sometimes even I do feel to run away somewhere if I talk to some English talking people with totally different accent.. But I don't like to regret with the past life, because we cannot change it..

I agree that more vocabulary is required to be a writer, but it is possible to do if we try to learn..

Simply to share my views...

Be happy always :-)

Vaanadhi..

Secret Wish List!!!

I wanted to read Preeti's "The Secret Wish List" for long time.
I have not got time, because of back to back travels.
At last i decided and i started reading in travel itself ( Generally I don't read in travel)
Yesterday, I completed reading.
The story is about a girl's complete life.
A school girl, Dhiksha, has made a normal mistake and how that changes her life completely, this is the story.
I really liked the concept of making Secret Wish List for one self.
I also liked the concept of following heart, which mostly we don't do everytime.
I can't imagine in real world whether the character Sandeep can exist. If so, it is really horrible.

The Cover Page was Really Awesome. Here it is...

Thanks to Preeti for giving such nice thoughts...
Different way of thinking..

Enjoy...

With Love,
Vaanadhi

Like Holidays? At Last One Came..

I want weekends to be long...
U know why?
I want to -
- Read at least two books...
- Watch at least one movie..
- Call to so many friends which will give lots of energy to me...
- Try different dresses...
- Spend time with my husband..
- Go to terrace and sit as much time as i want to..
- Talk to my neighbors..
- Go for shopping...
- Play shuttle...
- Do skipping..
- Go for nice evening walk with my husband..
- Invite a friend for lunch...
- Prepare a new food item..
- Visit some nearby place or entertainment things...
- Grow a plant...
- Do pooja which i like most...
- Do dance as if nobody is watching..
- Do different hair cut...
- Clean house and decorate it the way i want it to be...
- Go for swimming which i love to do...
- Visit my native..
- Spend time with my parents...
- Talk to my brother...
- Discuss my plans with God...
- Have tea with my neighbor
- Learn some art

Oh... God... I can't complete this post... Because i like to do n things... which can't be counted..

One Good thing is,Tomorrow is holiday in Bangalore, its for Ugadi...

After Long Gap, we got holiday...

Happy Ugadi to All.

Happy Holiday.

Enjoy...

With Love,
Vaanadhi

Fear Of Death

I have heard from some people,
"I don't have any problem in dying, If death comes next minute also, i am ready"
I have wondered so many times, how could that be possible?
Because it is not at all possible for me.
I know what is a reality and I can understand that everyone has to die one day.
But still i can't say like that, because i can't think in the same way.
Death and Me? O my God! Not able to Imagine...

Sometimes, when i am lonely i used to think about it..
I will think, i should die before my husband, because i can't tolerate his absence in my life..
Another part of my mind will think, No.. Who will take care of him better than me, if i am not there?
Same way for others also...

Person who died, is lucky in fact...
But whoever misses them, is really in trouble...

If i think of death, i will remember all these things...

One of my childhood friends who died when we were in 5th standard because of some disease... Because of her death only, i realized people will not come back after death..

One of my high school friend, who killed herself, for some silly reason...

One of my college friend's cry on her first birthday, after her dad passed away.. We were not able to convince her... At that time only, I realized no one can replace anyone in this world... Every relationship is important, but each is having a different feeling...

One of my colleagues, who killed herself for love failure.. I ll remember her face almost daily once.. I don't know why...

My Grandpa who killed himself, because he had cancer and he did not want to trouble anyone to look after him when he is not able to take care of himself.

My another Grandpa who died, with sudden heart attack, exactly 3 days after my marriage...
He comes almost everyday in my dreams...My mom told that you are thinking about him continuously somewhere in your mind.. Thats why dream comes like this.. I miss him badly...

Even though, there are so many things I have seen and heard about death, these things will not vanish from my mind whenever i think about death...

My college professor told once, if you don't know where you are going ( your destination) you will get afraid. That is why we all will get afraid of death. Somehow i will feel that is also a reason..

Whatever... We should live our life with complete satisfaction... We should be humble and polite as much as possible...

Everywhere happiness is there... Lets enjoy....

Vaanadhi